My Earliest LOVE

well, when i came across the phrase MY EARLIEST MEMORIES...First thing that bloomed in my mind was something about love. Well , mother's love could be very crucial and essential to me but yet it must be very cruel to say that that wasnt really the first thing that came into my mind.. I guessed its time to be a little bad boy well probably i aint naturally borned as "Mama's Boy". The LOVE that i thought of was my FIRST LOVE. " We were both young when i first saw you and I closed my eyes and the flashbaack started that ...", this shall be my intro. Its true that you can never forget your first love especially its a very deep, uncontrollable, wild and sparkling LOVE. But to me, Loving the ONE your having NOW is still the most significant thing to do after all, history shall not be reversed , not by a KISS goodbye nor a word of Please Dont Go...so why not we just move on and LOVE and APPRECIATE the ONE your having NOW! Why not think about it, memories were just memories...

HEART & FAME

If you're about to ask me what do want in life I would say FAME. But I understand that to exchange with that it needs alot of SACRIFICES. I will shred my heart and humanity to exchange with it. Guilty is now the warden of my heart and for my FAME, I can do anything for it- kill, steal and break, but in the end my FAME will be just a worthless dust. NO ONE will still remember me just like the golden wrapper will shine until its limit but will lose its ability after its tainted. Maybe i have to learn to let go and live my life. That would be a better way to walk through life WITHOUT fame.                       

- takeshi- 

The Beauty of The Game

what and if

what and if are just simple and ordinary words. but come to think of it, do it really just sounds so simple as it?? "NO NO", it doesnt . WHAT and IF can be a real big word and fantastic one when you puzzle them up. What if I had never let go of you, What if you have never ever say no to me and What if I just love you as I wanted to...What if... so much more i can count with these words..What if...you can make it come true and it will be what if it will be..Such exquisite and wonderful words they are...

What if I could Just love you and never let you go......                -letters to Juliet-